Celebrate "Cheese Day" with Iv :)

whats the matter with 25th february?

theres no special even actually. but, we always celebrate our time together, everytime we meet. i always feel excited and happy everytime i meet him. perhaps because we're apart and we cant meet too often. yeah, perhaps its one of the reason.

but the other reason is just im happy to be with him, no matter often or rare frequency that we spent together.

 

so, yesterday we went to Living World, one of my fam's fav mall..then today we re having lunch together.

while i worked today at 11.20 pm..suddenly theres a cute waiter deliver a cheese ore smoothies, one of my fav! she said its from the Kaffein's guest. well, he's sweet and cute, isnt it? he always make me smile.

For Iv: *but dont to this if im angry okay? we call it "ngogok". lols.

 

then..we're going to the Cheesecake Factory, we cant eat upstair because they dont allow to, so we choose seat for four at the corner, taking pictures like we used to. today, i look prettier and more photogenic than yesterday. :p

we look up the menu, he choose lasagna and i choose 'cheese mix' pizza. yummy yummy :D and we also order banana smoothies but theres no banana, so we just order ice lemon tea and he insist to order oreo cheesecake for dessert. aaargh..

 

we enjoy the foods, i loveee them. i LOVE cheese, but if you eat too much.. we just like wanna throw up. okay, fortunately we order lemon tea, so that sour taste could balance the cheesey taste.

so, overall the lunch was great!

the lasagna is creamy and yummy, with the beef, tomatoes paste and cheese, and the pizza too. love them all. and we enjoy them while we joking. yeah.. about the "ear" thing. erggghhh...

 

sometimes, iv just too confident.

he always think iw isnt good enough to be paste (physically).

just wanna pinch and bite his chubby cheek.

 

well, we will celebrate another, perhaps banana day :P

 

PS: have fun in Bali (25-28 feb) i envy you! dont forget for the 'disco nut' and cant wait for our first month anniv. love you sweetheart. :)

Val's Day 14.02.2013

what is valentine?
most people doesnt know about where the valentine day come from, or why there 's a valentine day. people only know that we as a couple compulsory celebrate that day.
well, perhaps it isnt that important to know the history actually, but if you know, its even better. ;)
because if we know the real meaning of valentine, we could celebrate it with our heart, and not just for the 'obligation'. ;)

of course, its so common that couples celebrate the valentine day together.
they're having a romantic dinner together, like fine dining or just a simple candle light dinner. and some of couples re going vacation together, or just give a romantic gift for their partner, like something cute, flowers, chocolate or even jewelry.
couple celebrate it with their own way for sure, and even there some couple who never celebrate the valentine day, because based on their opinion, everyday is valentine.
its doesn't matter how we celebrate it. the most important is that we could enjoy the val's day together with someone we dearly love, and cherish that moment. :)

well, i hope that i and ivan could celebrate our first valentine day together.
but we're apart. but it doesnt bother. we could still celebrate it with another way, skype perhaps. ;)
i'm not born as a romantic person, but ivan is
he's the most romantic guy that i ever met and i ever love.
he gave me Godiva yesterday, which surprised me. he ALWAYS surprised me. :p
i never be surprised before when i had relationship with my exes. all surprises re expected.
maybe we couldn't meet up and celebrate this valentine day together, my love.
all i can do is just give you this post and poem, hope you like it. :)
NB: the val's day card that i send you last night is a handmade, its customize and design by myself, not template. :p


Always Valentine (originally
By Joanna Fuchs) I’ll always be the one who looks at you,
And sees you in a fond and loving light;
I'll always know that you’re the one for me,
Because when we’re together, life is right. You’ll always be my love--my hero, too,
The person I can count on constantly.
You satisfy me like no other could;
I’m ecstatic that it’s you who makes us "We." I'm always thankful for the day we met;
I love you, and I’m happy you are mine.
I’ll always feel this joy, this bliss, this peace,
If you’ll be my love forever, Ivantius. I don’t need Valentine’s Day
to remember how much I love you,
or how much I want to give you
everything you need,
everything you want,
and delightful things
you haven’t even thought of,
because you give so much to me.
I don’t need Valentine’s Day
to remind me to strive always
to create for you
surpassing happiness and satisfaction,
just as you have done for me.
I don’t need Valentine’s Day,
but it gives me a reason
to open my heart to you,
to tell you loving things
I think in my head
but forget to say out loud.
Happy Valentine’s Day, Ivantius Sweetheart;
You mean everything to me.       Love you always; Iwid ^^

An Everlasting Story of Ivan and Iwid :)

Its kinda awkward or clumsy when i decide to write my romance story here. and it seems i just too confident to write the title for both of us. i don't want to say that i confident that our relationship will longlast, because im afraid to lose him if im too confident or what.
but yeah, i just could tell that i confinced with my feeling.
i never felt like this before, i never publish any of my past (romance) relationships before, i never wrote on my blog, my facebook, twitter or any other social media. even, i never display my pict with my BF together at any social media. perhaps because i dont have any confident that i have now, or i can say that i wasn't sure with my feeling at that time. when i decide to had relationships with my exes, i didn't have any deep feeling with them. i choose them among the other who pursue me, because they re the best one.
they love me, and they're kind to me. it looks like enough for me before. i thought that i would be love them back one day, but 'the day' never come. i realized that im unique, im not like the other girls. im not like my besties and my girl friends. im different.
its like hard to love someone for me. so difficult. i was trying to. tried. but it never works. when people say of they really love and nice to you, you will fall for him one day is just a myth for me. so, i have the conclusion that i have to find someone that love me and i love him back. 
its funny that i never imagine that i would  marry them and start the new family with them. to be honest, i always think "who is the one who will marry me?" while i having relationship with my exes. its kinda funny right?;) yup, thats me.
when i look my besties get jealous, protective and love their BF so much, i just think why i don't have those kind of feelings? why my heart is so hard so i never got touched with all of the great things that my exes gave to me? why i never get melted like the other girls? why i still didn't feel anything even many years passed. and its kinda creepy thing that pop in my mind that i will never get married because i never have feeling with my exes, i never start to love them back, i never be a good girlfriend, and people who i fall for them were with somebody else. am i must to pick one of the wrong people ho have the best quality.. or i just pursue my own happiness and shelve the marriage things in my mind? I still think all of those things until i met him again. Ivantius. :) i met him in the middle of winter at beijing. 

i met ivantius (ivan) on 2006, 7 years ago.
its quite unbeliavable because i never invited to 'jambore' camp before. and because there is one and another thing, all of sudden theres a friend of mine suddenly ask me to join that camp to represent my parish(church) and i just get excited and accept the invitation. theres none from my parish join that camp. just me.
well, at that camp i could see many people there. a lot.

and its kinda interesting, because among all of the people there, among the men that i found there, i interest with just one guy. he's look ordinary, but dont ask me why, dont ask me how, soon i look at him, i fall for him. like i found that he attracts me, with his own way.
yeah, he's ordinary, yet handsome. i must confess that. :p
its kinda weird that he's totally my type. a man type who i want to be my husband. "someone that i want to spent my lifetime, for better for worse til death, someone who i believe will become a great father to my children" thing.
i love a guy who smart, have intelligence, faith, responsibility, mature, assertive on positive way  who can lead me, protect me and love with all of his heart.
i know its strange, i know its unbeliavable, i know its non sense but before i know that he's my type. Before i know him deeply, the thing that i knew is i have 'chemistry' with him, a knot. something indescribable. i can't breathe for a moment. theres something that make me feel that i will be with him one day. 

Soon after that, his bestfriend fall for me and pursue me at the same time with another guy who 4 years older than me. his bestfriend (Ben) is someone nice, friendly, cute, handsome for some girls (but not my type), but he's definitely kind. and another guy (vic) is a mature, charming guy who will make many girls want to be his girlfriend. he's lovely, handsome and sweet.
yes, both of them pursue me. but they're not the one that i want to. :(
its kinda sad at that time that ivan didnt have any interest with me.
gloomy.

i must admit that both of them have their own great way to pursue me. they re great with their own way, they sweet with their own way, they tried to get my heart and tried to melt my heart with their own way.
i dont want to talk much about this, the conclusion is finally i ended up with ben. nothing much to tell. i just feel worse having relationship with someone that i dont have feeling. i try to fall for him, being nice with him, but it seems like so hard for me.
i must exert all of my effort to being a nice and good girlfriend. and it needs sacrifice, trust me.
i felt happy, tortured and guilty at the same time.
i was happy because i became closer with ivan after i had relationship with ben. i was so happy and excited that i could meet him. i was happy that he trust me, and begin to call me or message me even he just want to share or ask advise for his relationship, its never mind for me as long i could contact him, have conversation, help him, made him happy.
wow! i sounds like a desperate lady. lols.
i felt tortured because even i convince my self that love dont have to own..it just have to make them happy, always beside him without they know our feeling and what we do for him. thats called love right? ;)
love is sincere, giving and not hope for return. and theres no one need to know about it. but i cant lie to myself, that i tortured everytime i looked him and his GF together. it was hurt. i never felt that before, and after that. with my BF after ben. never feel hurt or jealous. 
well, this relationship wasn't last long.
Ben is a nice guy and i felt guilty because i became so bad to him.
i never being a good girlfriend and i know that i disappoint him. he's hate me. absolutely, and i cant blame him because of that,
i never care of him, i never get jealous and i just like ignore him. thats the worst,
and i told him that we couldnt be any longer, because we can't continue a relationship that dont have future. i said that because he's younger than me. i dont want to someone whose younger than me, not just because it feel awkward even he's mature enough, but also about the financial thing. but yeah, actual reason is because we dont belong together. i didnt love him and never will, because my heart is taken by someone else.
and that feeling of guilty undermine me like crazy. 
i dont know why he act like theres nothing before. after we broke up, ben still message me that we could be great friends later and he told me that its not true that we dont have future together, he said that we will have future if we want to. the problem is that the one who want 'us' in future just him, not me. so we will not make it.
he's right. and days after that he blocked all the media access between us and unfriend me in facebook.
i thought it would be months, but i wrong. it hv been 5 years since we broke up, and he still hate me.

1 year after that i found someone else, ardy.
there re 4 people who pursue me at that time, but i choose him with my own reason. because even we're not click and comfort enough being with him, but at least i have a little feeling for him. even just a bit, but its better than nothing.
we've been 3 years together and after that long i never felt something special with our relationship. Okayy, we're couple, we re hang out together, watch movie together, lunch or dine together, but what people didn't see is our chemistry between us. we dont have any chemistry, we're not 'click', we have great conversation sometime, but just one or two times in a month, or several months. very rare.
we're not talking much when we re together, usually we just enjoy something that we're doing. eating, watching, but just by ourselves. theres nothing much that we share, or i share i revised. he become more talkative, more care, and love me more i notice. but there re some of their mistake that hard to accept and because im not fall for him, so mostly i just ignore him, being someone sucks, ignorance, moody and introvert.
its a bit miraculous that he can stand with someone like me. haha.
and a bit strange too that he always maintain our relationship, even actually we dont have any piece to be maintained.
i and him won't belong together, i cant be my myself, i didnt enjoy my time with him( i enjoy SOMETIMES but still...), i did cruel to him, i cant tell him my story.(i dont want to actually, i dont have any interest to start conversation with him), and its kinda strange and frustating. whats kind of relationship is that? 

well, at that time i still hope that i will find my prince, mr right someday.
and again, i cant imagine that ardy, ben and 2 other of my exes would be my future of husband, none of them.

when i broke up with ardy, its a hard decision for me at that time.
its because even i had many problems with him, we both re not love each other. im the one who not love him back, we're not understand each other, we dont have chemistry, we re not 'click', and i dont find myself feel comfortable woth him to tell story or anything. there re many things for me to end this relationship. we all know that communication is the key in every relationship. but why i doubt that? why i hesitate to broke him up? its because i felt that even he's not perfect, and we're not suit each other.. but i know that he love me, so much. and there re many things that he sacrifice for me.
he's nice and good looking too. and i guess it would be enough.
plus, everyone told me that we're suit each other. outside. yeah, he's not that bad.
and actually i don't to marry above 25 , before. so its a kinda hard to me to broke him up.
because if i broke him, i will lose chance to marry at young age, and if i broke him up..i dunno that i will find someone who better than him.
because what i know is the good guys nowadays re taken already.

but then after months full of consideration and deliberation, finally i decide to broke him up because marry at young isnt everything. how if after i married i find my mr right? how if i realize that he's not the one and its too late already? how if im not happy? 
i realize that if i have too much question in my mind, too much hesitation, and even i didnt sure with my feeling and happiness.. its better to live by myself but im happy isntead live with someone who i doesnt love and i feel regret after that. 
the main point is my happiness, either with someone or without someone.

years passing by, i went to beijing then there a few guys who pursue me.
they both have different character but they both have a great will to pursue me that i even dont understand at all.
many of friends of mine start to persuade me to start dating or trying to have relationship with one of them.
but theres none of them interest me.
i didnt say that they re not attractive. one is handsome and royal, and another is kind, super nice and adore me. he treat me just like a princess.
well, of course they have plus and minus. but i wouldnt talk about it.
the thing that i know re i dont fall for them and its a sign. i tried it 4 times already, and theres none of my relationship works. none of them.
many of friends told me better being loved by someone than love someone that didnt love you. thats true. i won't doubt that. i look many of my girl friends start to love their boyfriend because their BF re so patient and love them so much. it happened to many girls, i cant say all of them. but its not me. the one who really know me is myself.
i knew it just wasting my time to spent with the wrong guy. i dont need boyfriend just for take care of me, fill my daily life with sweet words and love things. i can stand by myself, and all of it will not get worthed if you spend your days with someone that you dont love. you can find that you fall for a wrong decision, again and again. and its like a never ending stupidity. and i dont want to repeat the same mistake over and over again. 4 times re too much for me, i didnt feel something worth relationship, i just feel pain and emptiness.
even almost 2 years i broke up, but i still feel assertive and courage that i just want to be single til i find the right one. or i will be single forever. better being single than undergo 'the unhappy relationship', it just killing you inside.

yes, i were waiting and waiting.
and all of sudden vanessa (ivan's ex GF) contact me, its kinda strange for me..because after years gone by she never contact me again. and suddenly she contact me just wanna ask about the korea things, tour, attraction, hostel, etc. she seems really nice, sweet and warm. i answer all of her question and our conversation going smoothly.
we have like one week conversation, then 2 days after that iv message me that he will visit beijing and wanna meet me. he knew my number from nessa. lols.
how funny. we both know that nessa is a protective and possesive GF that ever exist in this earth, and the funniest thing is she gave my number to ivan, who at that time stil his BF, is a bit ridiculous right? :p

well, then ivan went to beijing..
we both enjoy our time together than i found out that actually my feeling for him is never gone. its still there. it just buried.
i still like him, like i used to.
like him so much than make me lost my mind. i got so excited and i bought all of my fav snacks there for him. i know that he belong to somebody. i didnt want to seize him. i just want to spent my quality time with him.
Talk with him, laugh with him, eat with him, look him smile is more than enough for me.
i realize that i love to look his smile, always wanna be there for him, always wanna support him, always wanna make him happy. and being his bestfriend is enough for me.
its hurt, i know. but thats enough.

he's back to jakarta and we still have a great communication, he told me a month later that nessa broke him up and she had new BF just within 1 month.
he believe that she already had an affair before that, but he didnt care anymore.
i supposed to feel bad for him, but im not.
i know that its horrible, but i were happy that he broke up.
well, but i know that i still being me, i won't force him, i won't make him love me.. i just let it flow because love cant be forced at all. plus, im the lady who have prestige and dignity, and wouldnt confess my feeling. i wouldnt do that if he's not confess first.
i know that i like him so much, and i know that i can start love him one day.. but i still have dignity to stop me did something stupid.

we keep contact and become close soon after that, its because we're click each other, i feel comfortable being with him, talk with him, laugh with him, it just feel so right and nice. well, before i dunno the reason why i like him. i just fall for him at my first sight. but now i have many reasons why i want to be with him. we're not just 'click', but we also comfortable each other, we have 'chemistry', i felt it and i guess he felt it too, and another thing is he's my tipe. definitely my type, inside and out. his character, his appearance, his personality. all of them.
i feel that he's so perfect to me. i felt that we complete each other and for THE FIRST TIME IN MY LIFE I could feel and IMAGINE who will be my side, who will become my life partner till death do us part. i can imagine my new family with him. i can imagine that he would become a great husband and a great father for my children.
i mean, in every relationship..i never could imagine my new life with my exes, never. i always looking for somebody else that suitable. i always feel hesitate, and i feel confused why people getting married easily, why theres no hesitation inside them to pick someone to become their life partner. i understand now. totally understand after i found him. my ivantius.Theres no hesitation anymore. yeah, he have a high prestige too. just the same with me, he's not did the same thing like other guy who pursue me. he's pursue me with his own way. everything about him(love part) always confused me and wonder his true feeling. its always be mysterious. i never know his true feeling actually. i just guessing. i felt that he like me, he fall for me, but i never really sure. because even he act or said the words imply that he have feeling for me, but at some other part he seems just wanna be my bestfriend. he always telling me to give him invitation as soon as possible and dont forget to invite him. erggggh.
and he said that he will marry after im married. and for sure, i never spoke my own true feeling for him. i also did the same thing to him. he would know the truth. and i feel, if he really like me, but he always did something like that to me..i dunno how this relationship will going works.
he work at palembang, but whenever he visit jakarta he always ask me out.
but it could be best friend thing. so never feel so sure.
he's annoying and sucks. he always make me feel grieved and gloomy. 
it have been 8 months since we met at beijing and i feel that i feel my feeling to him going stronger and stronger.
it drive me crazy. i know that we become so much closer, but i still not sure yet.
on 24th december 2012, we re hang out together, we re having fun and we attend the christmas night eve together, i invited to have dinner with his family which so nice to me.after the mass end, he drove me home and he confess his feeling to me. well, it surprise me. i mean, i feel that he have the same feeling with mine, but i never really sure. but now, Oh Gosh.. theres no other thing that more beautiful than this. i felt like..well, just like in heaven. i wasnt exaggerating. theres no thing that could describe my feeling. its like finally i found my true happiness. its like dream comes true.
after this long time, after 6 years.. finally he's mine.


well, its strange to know how the destiny reunite us, how God reunite us. He's doing His plan with His own way, something that we couldn't imagine. Unexpected. but i feel  grateful, because i know that something will turn beautiful on the right time, on His time.
He make it beautiful with His own way. and finally i find ( i hope) my prince, my mr right. on the right time at the right place. and it feel just so right. 
i never can imagine that i will meet him again one day, someone that i like since long time ago. my first love. and my last. because i never love anyone before.
just love minus 2 before. but this feeling is stronger.

i dont want being too confident say that at the end we will end up as husband and wife til death apart, but the thing that i know is for now i hope the best for us, i wish that God's plan same with our plan, that we will end up together, have a happy ending story, from now on begin our journey together.
we can love, support, comfort, do many things together. not just for the happy event, but also the opposite. i and him will be side by side live the world together. for better for worse. and im glad that finally i can confess my own feeling, because im  sure with my feeling. i never being so sure about my soulmate in my life. i even dont get any hesitation to display out pict together, to publish our relationship. its because the thing call "love".


love you ivantius...now, always and forever. :)
you know i do and always do.








 

HONGKONG SHENZHEN MACAU

Dec 29'12 - Jan 04' 13

Hey there! it have been quite long since i wrote my last blog and i kinda miss writing. :) but since i work, it looks like i dont have much spare time. i even dont have much time to read. its kinda sad, isnt it? well. after the hectic times goes by, jan-mar is the 'low season' time which i have time time for myself, for my family, for my iv. :)
iv is my boyfriend. i haven't tell you this right? sure.. because i havent wrote since long time ago, plus its about travelling, not about my own life blog. lols.
but i love to share this to my reader. if i have any. it seems not much people interest with my blog. haha. but thats fine, i just love to wrote my experience, and its kinda great if my blog could help people. ;)
well, its even better if there someone or peoples who give me the feedback. just ask or leave any comment.
okay, now i will tell you about my journey to Hongkong Shenzhen Macau (HZM).

here we go.. ;)
i work at one of the huge travel industry company in indonesia, especially in jakarta.
i worked since sept 2012, and i get chance to bring the group on december. im not proud of myself, because i know that my achievement is because God love me so much and support from people around me.
this is my first time i bring the group to outside of indonesia. and its cool.
i have excitement and nervous at the same time.
its even more cool when i found out that i bring the complete one, which i have madame tussaud, hongkong disneyland, 100 skydeck and the most important is i stayed at hongkong disneyhollywood and Venetian macau. yeay!! :D

okay, so before the departure i called all of my guests, and pray for sure. i pray that the group will be going fine, theres no trouble or kind of things, and i got friendly guests, and health for me and all of them.
and i already prepare things for the new year there, i bought lamps, and brought gifts for the kids there. they woule be love it. i have many children in my group. like 12. but 4 of them re above 12 years old.
i wrote all the embarcation card for them. well, i have 27 guests, and when we go to every border, like when we arrived at hongkong, or macau we should give the embarcation card. so each person have 3 embarcation card, and as a tour leader i have to write theirs. with mine become 28. 28 person x 3 card =  84 cards, plus i have to copy all of the passport, master file, room list for the hotel rooms,print all the master file, final itinerary and wrote the 'say cheese' voucher, bow the ribbon and paste the sticker's name.

after all of done, i start to browse the new update of HZM, not really much. just the general one, because there re local guides there who will be guiding bout the history etc. so, i just have to learn about the technical things. there re some people who help me. they re raina(the operation), aya, bravo and april(who teach me about the border etc), and louisa who already become a great teacher for me since i worked here. she's definitely helpful and detail. she describe and explain all the details, even she show me the map and pictures. how cool is that! well, what can i say? she's awesome!
many thanks for them.

some coworkers here remind me already that i got one of the most difficult route among other routes in asia. example like, bangkok, singapore, vietnam, korea, japan, china.so they warn me to beware, because there several tour leader who got problem there. it makes me even nervous, but also made me more careful.

Day Seven

So, today is our final day. yeayyy, im so excited and happy finally i get home. its exhausting really.

so, early in the morning i found 3 voice messages from one of my guess, the PT LW family. they asked their ticket because they will be extend for 2 days. then before i wanna ctc him, MR L ctc me first. he even leave the paper message for me behind the door. then before i wash my face etc, he knock my door already so i opened. ergggh, i still had my pillow face, and wear pajamas, not look good at all. after i gave the ticket etc, i go shower then i tidy up all my baggage, amke sure theres nothing left there. after i make sure, i went downstair to hv breakfast. the rest is really big. i took some of potatoes, meat etc, then i back again just to grap some chips and after i ate that, i took one of my fav breakfast dish, cereal with the dried banana and milk, for sure. i ate really fast because i still manage the ferry thing with my local guide, who dont want responsible of what she had done. well, aftar finally its done.. we re gathered at the lobby waiting for others then we re going to the port. at the port, we check in all of our baggage. its take quite long. i met another tour leader from another travel agent. he's name is Hans and really nice. after that we together going by ship then when we arrived at HKIA, we check in again to manage the seat. the guests re waiting at other area. it takes almost 1 hour for that.  finally all done and we re going to the immigration and go to the boarding gate. its really pity that Hans lost his phone. i feel bad for him.

we took the train to the gate, and while we re waiting, i tell everyone there one by one that i apologize if i ihad done something wrong or something that hurt their feeling, its inadvertent. then i said thankyou for join this tour etc. everyone said the nice words to me, even the SS family. they look so nice and warm, but when i read the questionaire from them at plane, i found 1 quest that said all the bad things during the tour, and its SS family. they not only said that the foods isnt good etc, but he also said the tour leader isnt assertive enough, because he look that many guests re keep late day by day. i knew thats mybad. i told them not too late, i warn them, but i cant angry to them, when i told them.. they re more fierce than me, they also have many excuses. their children for example. errghh,..

but yeah, i tried to become assertive once and it works.

also, he said that im just too young become tour leader. too younggg???? im 24. hello???

well.. another, he said that im just like a baby sitter where kids always wanna close with me, especially isaac. well, i love kids and actually i did nothing..but they always wanna be with me. tara, olive and isaac. he even dont want to loose his hold. well, thats not my bad. the important thing is i still did my job. i do my job correctly and had responsibility, but again.. i cant see whats wrong if the kids like me, theres no one complain about that.

but after i rethink again, finally i found the answer. they re the only family who dont have kids, and they just lost their baby. so..okayy.. i feel bad for them.

i listen many amazing jazz and classic song at the plane, and i will download it later.

after we landing, and took our baggage i wait them to took all the baggage, and said again the last words for them, but the SS family seems uninterest at all. they turn sucks again. even before they already turn good nice and warm.

ehh.. maybe they heard what i said with Y. well, dont want to talk about this anymore.

yeayyy, jakarta !!! *happy*

my dad's friend already await me in front.. my parents couldn't pick me up, because theyre travelling together with my aunt's fam and my brother also coming in. and unexpectedly, thomas, the one who pursue me.. also pick me up, but i didnt meet him. i told him, theres someone who already pick me.

later, i have good news!

ivan will coming to jakarta!!! woohooo! xD

so, we can spent our weekend together. yeay yeay yeay!

we re going to senayan city. as a couple. :D

*grin*

Day Six

Perhaps i never mention before that my guests, consist of 6 families. one of them dont have any children. they re  alternately late. its kinda annoying. like PT family always late all the time, S sometimes, SS and LW never, SW once, and SP sometimes. so, i decide to being bold and assertive to them. I told them yesterday, that we'll going to Macau this morning by ferry, and this is really important. because once you late, you must to go by ypurself to the port, and you must spend your own expense, because the ticket ferry re paid already by Panorama, so its their own choice and risk. i told them and being so strict to them, because they always late even i told them many times not to late. like yesterday, for example.. we late almost for half an hour. its crazy! they re quite disappoint me. but luckily, yesterday we dont have to rush anything. so we could still enjoy the tour. i told them 6.30 am we must gathered at the lobby, we re wait til 6.45. If on 6.45 there re still guests who not comingm, we must still go to the port. and unecpectedly, this early morning on 7.30 i already find almost all of them re gathered at the lobby. how great!

so, we re going by now to the port. i paid for their baggage, Ashiu help me and give me the ferry ticket and everything taht we need, then after we check in the baggage, we re going inside the port and queued to enter the ship. the ship is convenient, i admit. i meet suvi and robinson there. we talk much then soon after that we arrived. i and suvi were wait for our guests then their baggage, after that we re going to Temple of Ama. and the queue was unbeliavable. i mean, its like around 40 buses queue to enter the temple. its crazy, so the local guide.. she's fungky and energetic even she's quite old already, she took us to the shops. the souvenir shops and the snacks shop where you could buy vitamins, dried porks and seaweed crunch snacks. many of them bought that, including me. :P

then, we re having lunch at the locl restaurant, its portuguese restaurant, they serve their own special recipes, quite yummy. for sure, the TL's dish arent like that. :(

but well, thats fine. i could still try this and that. 2 items re enough. ;)

then, we re going to City of Dream, watch the dragon Treasure Show. Interesting. but boring. The SS family said that first time they watch the show was quite surprising, becausen they didnt expect that they will stand for 45 minutes,. The SS family looks nice and friendly. sometimes they offer me to eat together with them, just like the SP family. but the different is im not really sure that they really want me to sit and eat with them.

also, they loveee to complain.

they complain about Shenzhen, the local guide, the photography, about the tour. they said its boring etc and its quite weird because they hv been hongkong many times, and if this destination doesnt attract them, why they visit here so often? ist that strange? and she also said that Shenzhen people and the city is disgusting. no comment.

but because they love to complain, im affraid that they also complain about me, even they seems nice to me. and also, Mrs told me about her pregnancy and how she lose her baby and it makes her and her husband feel bad about it and grieved. its pity that they lose the baby. :(

well, after we watch.. we re check in to venetian. venetian is a huge hotel ever, it consist thousand of rooms, gambling place, gondola and mall. so, no wonder if theres some people who get lost.

i saw how big the lane with the magestic, fancy and classic design and decoration. also the chrystal lamp everywhere. i love the design. i love classic things :P

so, after we brief the guests where the elevator, the malls, gondola, foodcourt etc.. i can go to my room, take rest for a while.. then going around with Suvi and other TLs.

i open my room and TADAAAAAAAA.. i found the most beautiful prodigious room that i ever seen and stay. its huge, really. and its classic!! love it! :D even they have 2 phone, one of them re beside the bed, and its wireless so you can talk without worry about the cable. :P

i look my bed, queen size great with beautiful curtain, with the lace. i call it" renda", but Iv call it "rumbai". he cant differentiate between renda and rumbai :P

theres a tv flat inside the cupboard, and also theres a living room too with the sofas, cupboard, another tv, amenities, tea appliance, and theres also dining table with 2 chairs, and also the work table with the chair. awesome. the room is just too huge for myself alone. :( it will be greater if i can enjoy it with my fam, or my cousin, or my besties, or my iv.

well, wait for the bathroom.

its fabulous! i bet you will love it, because im fell in love with the dressing room. its more suit call "dressing room" instead of "bathroom" right? ;)

well, all re white and gold. you can see mirror everywhere. the design is just excellent for me, theres re 2 ellegant sink with the amenities, bath tub, shower room, dressing table with the cair and one room "toilet" and theres telephone hanging on the wall. great!

so, i enhjoy the room for a while, then i take a look the ticket, the ferry ticket, do what i have to do, then soon after that my guest call me and invite me to join them hang out together, but i deny it because i already hv appointment with other TL. so, i call suvi and we re walk around, watch people gambling, window shopping then eat at the foodcourt. :) i met my guests there, after that we re going to the wifi place, so i can contact my office to do something that involve the ferry thing, my local guide stupidity and my guest. after all done, i back to my room and take a rest. :)

Day Five

What we do today?  Firstly, we re going to the Window of The world where we we could see the miniature from all around the world. i seen this before at Beijing. but dont get wrong, because these miniature not look that small. actually it looks quite big, and some of them re huge, for example "The Niagara Falls", and looks quite real. i also like the vatican at beijing. But in Shenzhen, yeah almost the same, more or less. there re some re small, but not that small, the height is just like the same as mine. but the architecture is great. so, arrived there we re going around using mono rail. i have the same coach with Witi and her mom. nice. :) she looks a bit afraid, because its like rocking right and left and unstable. lols.

but yeah, i quite enjoy the ride, the view and the conversation. i love talking with them, they re super nice, real and friendly. after that, we get out and takinga short way tour to look around and taking pictures, im with 'axshiu' the motherly local guide and The S Family. there re some of them rent a small ride to enjoy the park. we taking pictures here and there, or i took picts of them, i revised. and 12 pm we already gathered to eat lunch, the lunch is yummy at a fancy restaurant, but my dish with driver and the local guide re... you know. there re fishes, fish soup with the small and thin bones everywhere. really troublesome. but its easy to me to eat, because i eat everything and im not picky. some people say that im greedy, some people say that im a good girl. :P

like usual, isaac always wanna sit with me. he always like that til his mom and dad get angry of him. we taking picts together and after i persuade him to eat, finally he eat with his family and i can eat with the others. its quite funny that the waiter and manager there asking my QQ, but i dont have any, so i just give my facebook name, but i bet they dont have too.

well, after that we re going to shops. the jade, and medicine shop. at jade, there re none of my guests who bought any jade, but they bought the lychee tea. i love lychee tea too, maybe because i love lychee. ;)

yeah, and isaac always holding my hands and dont want loosen, even just for minutes.

after that, we re going to the medicine shop. there re some who bought the medicine and while they re having consultation and look around the silk, i look the snacks there and bought many of wang wang for me, ivan and my coworkers. ivan and me hv the same taste for snacks. almost all of them. :) 

i also recommend the snacks with other guests, and also with the PT family, :) they seems nice and their kids re closer with me, and also MRS PT asked me to took pict together before. :) after we back, we re going to the Splendid of China just for the shows. before that, many of thems by the corns, sausage and any of snacks. then, we look the show together. i sit at the back, with other tour leaders. i meet other tour leader from other travel agencies. we look the dance, acrobat just like any other china show, then we re having dinner together. isaac, again..always holding my hand and he dont want to go with his parent to the restaurant. he wanna stay with me at downstairs. i stay at downstair because im waiting other guests. i meet suvi, introduce isaac to her, hv a short conversation then we re going to the rest. we hv dinner then actually we will going to another show, but all of them agreed to not attend the show. they dont have any interest. so we back to hotel after that.

thats great. im tired. but ashiu is a bit disappointed and actually i feel that its quite pity that they dont look the show, they paid already. :( but most of them re watch the show already.

time to take a rest then :)